I went to the shooting and it was brilliant! Though it started off crappy... my train was late and I forgot my pannier

But it wasn't a problem and I had so much fun, I think everyone on the set (mua, assistant, photographer, the other model) enjoyed their time. One model was needed for harcore bondage and one for posing elegantly on ballett pointe shoes (guess which one was my job... it was definitely more painful). I was a bit nervous, but I got along with the other model very well and not a single minute did I feel uncomfortable. The photographer wants to shoot me again because he enjoyed working with me, I'm so excited now

Big thanks and hugs to everyone who encouraged me, I'm so glad I went! I would have missed out on so much if I didn't.

I can't await to get the pictures, I'll share them as soon as I get them!




Now, midnightblack approached me for a TFP shooting, without even knowing me or that I was looking for one... and now I've got like half a night to decide on yes or no because it'll be on Friday.

I think he does a very good job, but... can I do it? His models are always so perfect. I'm so scared that when I arrive he'll say something like "Oh... erm... you looked better in the online pictures" "Did you lie about your weight?" "Sorry we can't so this pose with you, your nose would ruin the picture" And there will be another model too, a pro model probably who's beautiful, and I'm not.

Maybe I should stick with the amateur hobby photographers first? Hell, I don't know whether I should go to the shoot or not. I'm a scared chicken. Pooock pock pooock.



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Please check them out, they're awesome!